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Oh, Hello There

It has certainly been awhile. Obviously, some things have changed. You may have already noticed, but just in case you didn't, I suppose it is time to catch up. There's something big that I needed to get off my chest.

That thing was "GOD."

Yes, you read that right. I doffed God. I can only imagine how this apparent heresy may make many of you feel. Sad, mournful, perplexed, bamboozled, offended, irate. But please, before you make your judgement and close me out of your life for good, just hear me out.

I know there is a stigma with people who refer to themselves as atheists, but it really only means that I lack belief in a deity. Please try not to jump to any conclusions about me. Remember, I am still the Justin you knew, only with a renewed outlook on life. Try to keep an open mind to a different perspective.

Over the next few weeks, I plan on using this blog to detail the story of my deconversion, so you can understand where exactly I'm coming from. It's not a decision I made lightly. It was hardly even a decision at all, but more of a gradual process that was many months (maybe even years) in the making.

Anyway, that's what's new with me. What's new with you? Let me know in the comments below!


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